I wonder if the Doublemeat Palace is hiring...
So, I have decided that i pretty much am tired of my job. I have worked with the family that i work for for 4 years just about and I have grown tired of it. I have been off of work for about 3 weeks now and I still don't want to go back.
I guess some of that could be due to the fact that i am generally a lazy person and don't wish to do anything more than stay home, sleep till noon, watch Buffy, read some fanfic (my new found passion), and listen to iTunes or my iPod. Thats it, but really i would like to have a job, i enjoy getting to do something sometimes lol, plus the money is nice, but i just don't want to do what I'm doing anymore.
I don't know how to tell her and how to go about doing it. That's a pretty big change. I have been with this family for 4 years, i was there before the last baby was born, i have never not been a part of his life, and i love them all so much, they are good to me beyond measure and they love me as well.
I just am tired of the job. I need something new, maybe i need to go back to school. And that would make my mom superbly happy, of course she thinks i could go full time and not have to have a job, but poor, deluded mom, i need a job, i have credit card bills to pay that i would rather she not see, lol.
I have been thinking about doing a podcast for a couple of weeks now. I know the "market" is saturated with them right now, but it just seems like so much fun to be able to talk about whatever you want, you're in charge and you can run the whole thing.
I think it would be fun, but then again I'm not exactly miss. intelligent beyond all reason enough to think of cool and interesting topics, my podcast would consist of "i think Spike's hot, oh yeah, i think Spike's damn sexy, and oh yeah did i mention how adorable and fuckable Spike is in that scene! Not exactly something to get me tons of subscribers, lol.
It's 6:30 in the morning and I am not tired at all. I just finished reading this fantastic fanfic called "Older" by nautibitz, who's on livejournal and at nautibitz.com and damn it was awesome. That's why I'm so wide awake right now i think. I think i want to write a fanfic too. I know i know, i was so against it all, but now I feel foolish again, much like i did for not wanting to watch Buffy long ago because it sounded stupid.
Something that I would really like to write about is Spike and Dawn, and no, not Spawn stuff pertaining to sex or kinky stuff, as i think that particular ship is referred to, lol, but like a nice Season 7 thing where they reconcile after all that's happened. I hated that Dawn and Spike never got to be friends like they were in Seasons 5 and 6. Oh well, that's all i can think of for now.
I'll just slip out and get that Doublemeat Palace application, ooh, especially if sex with Spike in the alley is part of the job description, cause, i wouldn't look nearly as disinterested! I joke, i love Buffy and know that she was unhappy but still damn woman, he's fucking hot. Ok, I'll stop there, too much fanfic. Night.
"i know i'm young but if i had to choose her or the sun
i'd be one nocturnal son of a gun" "Cupid's Chokehold" Gym Class Heroes
I pretty much hate this song, but for some reason this line always makes my heart melt a little, I'm a softie, what can i say?!
I guess some of that could be due to the fact that i am generally a lazy person and don't wish to do anything more than stay home, sleep till noon, watch Buffy, read some fanfic (my new found passion), and listen to iTunes or my iPod. Thats it, but really i would like to have a job, i enjoy getting to do something sometimes lol, plus the money is nice, but i just don't want to do what I'm doing anymore.
I don't know how to tell her and how to go about doing it. That's a pretty big change. I have been with this family for 4 years, i was there before the last baby was born, i have never not been a part of his life, and i love them all so much, they are good to me beyond measure and they love me as well.
I just am tired of the job. I need something new, maybe i need to go back to school. And that would make my mom superbly happy, of course she thinks i could go full time and not have to have a job, but poor, deluded mom, i need a job, i have credit card bills to pay that i would rather she not see, lol.
I have been thinking about doing a podcast for a couple of weeks now. I know the "market" is saturated with them right now, but it just seems like so much fun to be able to talk about whatever you want, you're in charge and you can run the whole thing.
I think it would be fun, but then again I'm not exactly miss. intelligent beyond all reason enough to think of cool and interesting topics, my podcast would consist of "i think Spike's hot, oh yeah, i think Spike's damn sexy, and oh yeah did i mention how adorable and fuckable Spike is in that scene! Not exactly something to get me tons of subscribers, lol.
It's 6:30 in the morning and I am not tired at all. I just finished reading this fantastic fanfic called "Older" by nautibitz, who's on livejournal and at nautibitz.com and damn it was awesome. That's why I'm so wide awake right now i think. I think i want to write a fanfic too. I know i know, i was so against it all, but now I feel foolish again, much like i did for not wanting to watch Buffy long ago because it sounded stupid.
Something that I would really like to write about is Spike and Dawn, and no, not Spawn stuff pertaining to sex or kinky stuff, as i think that particular ship is referred to, lol, but like a nice Season 7 thing where they reconcile after all that's happened. I hated that Dawn and Spike never got to be friends like they were in Seasons 5 and 6. Oh well, that's all i can think of for now.
I'll just slip out and get that Doublemeat Palace application, ooh, especially if sex with Spike in the alley is part of the job description, cause, i wouldn't look nearly as disinterested! I joke, i love Buffy and know that she was unhappy but still damn woman, he's fucking hot. Ok, I'll stop there, too much fanfic. Night.
"i know i'm young but if i had to choose her or the sun
i'd be one nocturnal son of a gun" "Cupid's Chokehold" Gym Class Heroes
I pretty much hate this song, but for some reason this line always makes my heart melt a little, I'm a softie, what can i say?!
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