Remote keyless entry, what a ditz...
Geez, what a ditz I am. I could not remember what the whole system with the remote to unlock and lock the car and pop the trunk and stuff was called but later on i was like "Oh my God, how fucking embarrassing", its remote keyless entry and man what a loser i am lol. Anway i love my car. Its pretty awesome.
Christmas is so close, I am so excited. I always get really giddy around this time and just cannot wait. I love seeing my brother open his stuff and love every bit of it. Plus this year, he's got some really cool stuff so I'm very excited. I have already begun wrapping stuff that i wont put out under the tree until Christmas Eve, after eveyone has gone to bed. I like saving most of my stuff so that in the morning when everyone wakes up, its like kinda magical, as cheesy as that sounds, because wham, here's all this stuff that wasn't there a few hours ago and its for all of you guys.
My sister annoys the shit out of me. I'm like a broken record with that one huh?! Seriously though, i mean the other night i wanted her to have a pinball tournament with me because it was relatively early, like 12:45 a.m. and we were both bored. So she said yes and the while she made me look for one online, she fell asleep. Last night, her nasty, looks like he jumped out of Oscar the Grouch's garbage can psuedo-boyfriend, was on the phone with her and she stayed up until 4:30 in the fucking morning. How fucking rude is that. She can't stay up till 1:30 am to play a stupid cheesy little game with her sister, but she can stay up till 4:30 talking to the piece of trash that broke up with her and was an ass and is now trying to weasel his way back in.
I am super bitter about this. I mean if i wanted her to watch an episode of Buffy or Angel with me she would go in my room lay down on my bed and fall asleep 20 minutes in, no matter what time of day it was (and it's not that she doesnt like Buffy and Angel, at least she used to, she watched both series with me) it's just that she doesn't see what i want to do as important enough to warrant staying awake. But you can be damn sure that if that slimy scuzzball wanted to watch Buffy or Angel, which he doesnt watch because he doesnt have the intelligence for them, she would be awake long enough to watch a whole damn season with him. Whatever, I hate that she's so snotty now and doesn't think i warrant the time of day to do anything with, but she doesnt care so what's the use? And don't get me wrong, I'm not jealous of her in anyway, I want my sister to do well and be happy, i just wish she could do it and not be so snobby and treat us as if we're all just amusing, peripheral objects, ya know?
Anyway, I am counting down the days till my vacation, dear God i need that vacation lol. I'm also wondering if they'll give me a Christmas bonus this year. Last year they gave me $100 and it was so cool and really helped me out. I was reading this thing in Parents magazine, which i love by the way lol and will have a subscription to when I am a parent, and it was talking about what kind of gift to give to certain people or how much to give, and it said for a full time caregiver that's been with you for a while, to give a gift and 2 weeks pay. I was like, "whoa, i hope they read that and follow those guidelines" lol. I have been with them for a little bit over 4 years so i think that qualifies. Now, to wait and see if they're feeling Christmasy anytime soon. Here's to hoping.
"I am extraordinary, if you'd ever get to know me
I am extraordinary, I am just your ordinary average every day sane psycho, super goddess, average every day sane psycho" "Extraordinary" Liz Phair
Night.
Christmas is so close, I am so excited. I always get really giddy around this time and just cannot wait. I love seeing my brother open his stuff and love every bit of it. Plus this year, he's got some really cool stuff so I'm very excited. I have already begun wrapping stuff that i wont put out under the tree until Christmas Eve, after eveyone has gone to bed. I like saving most of my stuff so that in the morning when everyone wakes up, its like kinda magical, as cheesy as that sounds, because wham, here's all this stuff that wasn't there a few hours ago and its for all of you guys.
My sister annoys the shit out of me. I'm like a broken record with that one huh?! Seriously though, i mean the other night i wanted her to have a pinball tournament with me because it was relatively early, like 12:45 a.m. and we were both bored. So she said yes and the while she made me look for one online, she fell asleep. Last night, her nasty, looks like he jumped out of Oscar the Grouch's garbage can psuedo-boyfriend, was on the phone with her and she stayed up until 4:30 in the fucking morning. How fucking rude is that. She can't stay up till 1:30 am to play a stupid cheesy little game with her sister, but she can stay up till 4:30 talking to the piece of trash that broke up with her and was an ass and is now trying to weasel his way back in.
I am super bitter about this. I mean if i wanted her to watch an episode of Buffy or Angel with me she would go in my room lay down on my bed and fall asleep 20 minutes in, no matter what time of day it was (and it's not that she doesnt like Buffy and Angel, at least she used to, she watched both series with me) it's just that she doesn't see what i want to do as important enough to warrant staying awake. But you can be damn sure that if that slimy scuzzball wanted to watch Buffy or Angel, which he doesnt watch because he doesnt have the intelligence for them, she would be awake long enough to watch a whole damn season with him. Whatever, I hate that she's so snotty now and doesn't think i warrant the time of day to do anything with, but she doesnt care so what's the use? And don't get me wrong, I'm not jealous of her in anyway, I want my sister to do well and be happy, i just wish she could do it and not be so snobby and treat us as if we're all just amusing, peripheral objects, ya know?
Anyway, I am counting down the days till my vacation, dear God i need that vacation lol. I'm also wondering if they'll give me a Christmas bonus this year. Last year they gave me $100 and it was so cool and really helped me out. I was reading this thing in Parents magazine, which i love by the way lol and will have a subscription to when I am a parent, and it was talking about what kind of gift to give to certain people or how much to give, and it said for a full time caregiver that's been with you for a while, to give a gift and 2 weeks pay. I was like, "whoa, i hope they read that and follow those guidelines" lol. I have been with them for a little bit over 4 years so i think that qualifies. Now, to wait and see if they're feeling Christmasy anytime soon. Here's to hoping.
"I am extraordinary, if you'd ever get to know me
I am extraordinary, I am just your ordinary average every day sane psycho, super goddess, average every day sane psycho" "Extraordinary" Liz Phair
Night.
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